so this is kinda new to me
im kind of inspired after reading my friend ellie's updates and i was really moved
i thought its a good opportunity to share my thoughts with all of u!well living in cyprus isnt what i imagined it would be!i dont know but sometimes i wonder...is thios what i wanna be doing?sometimes i just wanna get out of this place,and i will in about a yuear but some other time i feel so attached to this place and the problem and i donmt wanna go!i wanna continue fighting against the situation and i wanna believe im making some difference!
and its really hard u know!fighting for ur country and getting accused for doing it!i just want the problem to be solved so that i will be able to live next to my turkishcypriot friend or even do the simple things friends do,hang out together talk laugh...because on a daily basis that is imposibble!the situation is really fucked up and the thing is no one will do anything about it!people just learn how to live with it and dont really care and that really bugs me!its like ellie says...sometimes u even doubt if what ur doing is the right thnig cuz no one tells u it is!what else can i say.im just dissappointed at the moment and what i write might not even make any sense but i dont really care...i just want others to listen to what i have to say and dont turn the otehr way....